It’s not going to be as bad as I thought, it never is. (except jail) I can do this with support of my friends and family. (who never thought I’d say that.) I still want to be a part of Eddie’s life, I just want to take it slow. Extremely slow. I feel like we rushed into things, having a baby was just the rush of it all. Sometimes a break is all people need. We’ll see.
idk if that sent a million times, but I didn’t mean to! I’m at a friends house in goose creek & barely get wifi, I thought they were going to put wifi through the whole city, but I guess not. >.<
Thank you! we’re having some troubles right now, but still, thank you! <3
To begin a new chapter in my life. Eddie took zoey to see his Aunt, as of right now, we’re done, I’m still living here, he’s still living here, we’re living here together. We have no choice, we can’t do it by ourselves, I don’t want to do this to Zoey.. Am I insane? I don’t know what’s going on in my head. I don’t want to be with him anymore, he’s not the one I fell in love with, I always thought he was different. He’s still the greatest dad, and puts zoey & I before anything, but that’s not enough for me.. words cannot describe all the emotions I’m feeling right now. I need a cigarette, and of course I smoked the last one this morning. ~









