Can’t stop thinking about stuff..
I just always find myself crying because all I can think about is how I began to trust you.. And all the times you said you get that I don’t trust you, & I just want to give up.
I have nothing left to offer.. I’ve given almost my all, and I’m not getting the same in return.
I feel like I’m reliving my past. Like I’m getting gutted all over again. How much can I cry? I thought id be dried out by now..I have more of a guilty conscious than most, I weep at the thought of touching anyone else but you. How could you do this? To me? To us? To my daughter? It’s all coming to an end, wether you want to believe it or not. I can’t live in your constant mistakes, In your lies, and the hiding. I can’t take my heart caving in every time you wrong me. I want to be with the one I love, trust, and cherish. I want to be with someone I can spend the rest of my life with. I want to be with someone who feels the same way about me. You could change everything, but you won’t. That proves a lot to me, to others. Actions speak louder than words, haven’t you heard? Maybe one day you’ll realize I was the best thing that could have happened to you, that I’d do anything to prove how much I loved you. & when you do, it’s going to be too late, because for everything you can’t prove to me, someone can. I’m tired of all of these road blocks. I want someone real. Someone who can’t stand to see my eyes cry and my heart ache.
question of the day;
|—||F. Scott Fitzgerald (via itsmicca)|
If you’re in a serious relationship & your girlfriend is addicted to sex, & you’re addicted to porn, would you say it’s okay for your girlfriend to fuck people if you watch porn?
I honestly hurt when I find out my boyfriends watching porn, I should be the only woman he wants to see like that. Especially when our sex life is so dull.
Maybe I’m ready for a change, or an open relationship, even? Maybe that’s my problem.. I show one person all of my love, I should spread it. Get it? Spread it.